[30 Minutes Challenge] Eleven

You know, it was fine. until you overthink everything.

I will be completely honest, It was bothering me.

But I will also be honest that It was fine. 

these days I feel like everything is fine.

It's been 3 to 4 years, I work for ABhome and what I notice the most is that I am mentally stroger?  I don't really get annoyed by small things. I will be mad if it hurt my pride tho, but If we compare it to my past self, I've definitely getting stronger.

and in the recent year, I've been through so many failures and I think that made me even stronger.

I realize that I don't give up even if I fail. I don't really give a cent to that failures tho, I learn and I would keep going. It is fine. It is not like my life will be over just because one failure.

I am not saying that I am proud of myself but I am thankful that I am brave enough to make a decision... I am brave enough to make a step forward.

Even, the decision is not always the right one or the easiest one, but I take all the consequences well. It is fine.

2020 is definitely not a good year to begin with and We don't really know that 2021 will be better or not. But still I am thankful for every chances I got this year, these chances makes me learn more thing and developed new things also it helps me growing as a human being.

I am still lacking here and there but it is fine, I am not racing with anyone but myself. and I take this as a chance to reflect and learn. But the most important thing is that I will keep going. and even if I am not really fine, I will get better as the time goes.

there is always a good news even in a heavy rain with thunder and storm. Allah is with us, no matter what, no matter how, no matter who, no matter when. so there is no worries. even if I don't really know where my life heads to, as long as Allah is with me I will be fine.

sometimes, we are the one who makes a small thing became big. yes our own mind. so let's be aware that our mind can change our whole lifes so keep caution. 

I don't really know what I wrote, but It is fine.