[SMILE LOOKS GOOD ON YOU] a short letter

one

It's been a while

this year has been a real roller-coaster emotion, at least for me. 

I don't have a good memory in the beginin of the year and let me be completely honest. It was not really a good thing to begin with. and to tell that was happened in the begining of the year? can you emagine the mood for the rest of the year? 

yes It's been dramatic

but there was also a good thing happened so I guess It's all fine.

Sadness, Happiness, Pain, Joy, we had it all this year. after all, 2020 was not really bad though.

this year, i tried so hard to be honest with my own feeling. I let it out like almost everything even though I sometime sugar coated my words but I've been honest.

It might looked really dramatic but it's fine. one dramatic episode would not make us less strong. 

I am human after all, we feel those emotions, and It is sunnatullah. everyone is the same. we are not more special than other, so maybe we should stop feeling so special. because we are not.

Well, actually I don't really know whom I write this letter to. It is just me and my weird taste of expressing my feeling.

I am still gonna write it tho.

and no I am not here to be emo, at least not yet.

I write because I feel like i want to write so I write.

I have many things in my mind at this time.

So, is everyone having a good time lately?

I guess it is so so, we are getting used to this pandemic situation and we have no more option except to cope with it. 

Everyone, we shouldn't have to worry about what will happen, that's fear. We have Allah, we have everything so as long as there is Allah, everything is fine which also mean, It will always fine as log as we put faith on Allah.

إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرٗا

Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.

-Surah Al-Sharh, Ayah 6

With all the hardship we've been through please do remember Allah has prepared for us an ease that is better than we expected, there will be a happy time too so It's okay. We shall live our live happily knowing Allah has never let go our hands.

I hope everyone is doing what you've been wanting to do, and is happy with it.

I hope everyone takes a good care of yourself, You, Your well being before anyone else, also has a proper meal and keep hydrated.

Everyone is the same, we are in this together also don't lose hope. Allah is by ourside. always.

Let's meet some where in the corner of Jannah and talk about various things, Ammiinn~.