[RANDOM POST] not really

I always say that 2020 had been really dramatic and I am not lying. It WAS a very dramatic year indeed.

But

Then

I realize that It was Allah's way to protect me. 

It was Allah's way to make me stay with Him.

It was Allah's way to make me closer to Him.

And If I look back, actually It was a blessing from Allah

and guess what

I am just a mere human being, who easily forgets, who easily get distracted. 

On the bright side.

I am so grateful for what Allah has given to me

For what already happened

For everything that I have gone through

I am so grateful, that after all of those Allah is still with me, I still have Allah. Allah is still looking after me. 

I can not really emagine my whole life without Him

It would be meaningless

And do not ask me if I can. because the answer is definitely, No.

Sometimes, if I look back. I still can feel the pain and sometimes the 'what if' comes and make it more painful but than It is just a sign. 

That our heart is weak.

We are weak

That is why, the only place we can rely on is Allah.

Allah is the one.

Remember Allah, Allah will remember you 

And because of that, your heart will calm.

Oh Allah

What do I do without You. 

It is impossible.

🐾🐾🐾

Hey do you remember this verse?

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui," (QS Al-Baqarah: 216).

Sometimes we forget, that Allah knows what will happen in the future. Yes we do, we are just foolish.. Allah knows better.