[ENTRY POST] It's New year again 2020 ver.
Bismillah..
Dengan nama Allah yang maha pengasih maha penyayang.
If I can conclude 2019 in 2 words it will be 'Time flies'.
and I definitely can.
in 2019, Time flies so fast.
is this a sign? Yes It's always a sign. Qiyamah is approaching, the world will meet Its ending.
I currently write this while listening to Japanese Denim by Daniel Caesar. that song has the E (Explicit content?) thingy on the title. and I will not talking about that here of course. except. Allah, forgive me for listening to musics too much songs last year. and this will be my resolution for this year (YES IT's 2020 everyone!) to listen to more good things and good deeds, and less musics and songs.
I read last year post and waw I've grown up a little bit I guess ☺️ and You must be wondering on why I write this in english. I don't know I just want to. and My hand reacts just like that.
is this post for more resolutions? I guess not. I mean yes but not entirely about it. We will talk about more thing happened last year. We will recall our memories and write it down here so the memories will last longer.
I like photography but I's not confident enough to show my face and since it is forbidden to show it (in my religion. I don't want to get that 'ain sickness everyone and It's Aurat I don't wanna show it), I just can go with the flow. so there won't be any photo here. well, I saved some good photos actually but I will keep it to myself instead 😁
Books
I love books.
and I planned to read 20 books this year, I forget if I achieve it or not, let me count. Grit, Kartini, The subtle art of not giving a f*ck, Man's search for meaning, Loving a wounded soul, Ikigai, that traveller book, that tree book, And countless fantasy story.
ah I have not read enough. I forgot the title of some books I've read but still the amount is still not a lot. but. from these books, I gained something. I interested in Self-Improvement Book AND Psychology. so everyone My birthday is on 9th of August, if you want to give something please just give me more books! I will appreciate it a lot (well I am kidding but also not kidding).
I learn a lot from Man's search for meaning. The book is written by Dr. Victor E Frankl. It is well written and god If in last january I fell in love with the city, Surabaya. Last Desember I fell in love with a Book. is that even possible. From this book alone I can picture that Dr Frankl is a wise man, like how I wish I meet him in person! to be frankly honest, I want to be a wise person. That is maybe why I adore Dr Frankl a lot. Dr Frankl has been through so much that is why he became such a wise man. and from the book I learnt a bit about Logotheraphy. Guess I am going to learn more about it.
Japanese
I love learning about Japanese Language.
I took two tests last year. one for JLPT N5 (Japanese Language Proficiecy Test) Level 5 in July, and JPLT N4 in Desember. JLPT has 5 levels and it begins from the lowest level which is N5 to the highest level, N1. I planned to take N3 this year in Desember (whether I passed the N4 or not, If I don't pass N4 I will try another JLPT N4 in July this year and go with the plan to take N3 in Desember).
Timeline
Well It basically the same with last year, the different is I went to more places and met more amazing people and experienced more things. well I guess Ut makes different?
Start from January
I was all over the place that month, I am grateful.
I went to Surabaya to join a Portfolio Workshop in early January. and yes January will always. note. will always be a busy and a stress month for me because 1. It's Finals test 2. I should write report book. but January also means one had done job that semester and ready for the next one.
in the end of the month I went to Yogyakarta to leanr in an amazing place called Bumi Langit (the FOODS ARE SO GOOD there), I went to Wonosobo and Semarang after.
Wonosobo is a gifted/blessed place, Is what I can conclude from that journey. Yogyakarta? is always been special for every hearts.
everything went by a flash. until I decided to make a Open trip with my students ( I will post about it because the story is a bit long). It was the start of my busy and stressful months a head.
in May, It happened to be a really fun and nerve wrecking month because of backpacker and I was a part of it. We went to Kuala Lumpur and Manila. yes Manila. that time, Earthquake reached Philippines and some part of the capital city just in time with our backpacker time. can you imagine the panick parents had? my coworker is sick in Kuala Lumpur and could not Join us for the rest of backpacker time, It was an unfortunate accident to be honest but guess Allah has better plan, for me, for my coworker and for my students. I was alone to guard 17 kids. I'm glad they are good people. and there was another coworker to join us in Manila. Well, It was a good experience. I'm glad I was part of it.
Yes another Bandung story in May.
I'm so in love with Salman ITB. If possible I want to go there every Ramadhan. I can not even write why I am so in love. you can go there and try sleep over for at least one night to feel it yourself!
October came just like that.
that month is hella hectic If I could say.
earlier that month We went to Ciheras - Lentera Bumi Nusantara (have you heard this?) and learn so many things, yes I am easily in love with the place and this one. LBN is such a calming place for you busy soul. If you can please visit this place, you won't regret.
I joined a workshop to be a councelor. 4 days worth of study. My head was about to explode. It was such a full 4 days. I am loving the subject I learn and the tasks after 😂 (not really, But I am glad I finished it in time).
in the of the month finally. I went to my to go list. Japan.
Do you ever know how I really want to go to Japan? It has been my dream since Allah knows when. and when I finally able to go there, It felt so light. It overwhelmed with joy? I was overwhelmed really. It was one of the highlight of last year. It's not only because I really wanna go there but also because of the hardwork we out for almost ten months. there were so many things happened, so many lesson learned, this experience make us braver to challenge the next one. It feels like we've levelled up? I guess we are 😁
November went really just like that.
I stressed about the self management because the past months has been really hectic. and December made it worst wuth so many task should be done at that time.
for sometimes, I got no weekends. In sunday I teach. for sometimes I struggled. I barely had time for my own self. st some point I felt so worked out. I've been running endlessly last year. there is time I stopped and reflected on what I've been doing. but It's not enough. I exhausted in the 3 quarter of the year. It stressed me. really. But I guess because of the pray given by my parents, because of the strength given by Allah I am so thankful I didn't get sick.
I've been living alone for almost 9 years and still It doesn't enough. with all the tasks given to you. It feels like your body is not your body anymore.
Last year has been really good to me, with all the good and bad things I got, with all the hardship I've been through, with all the worn out body, with all the laugh I share with my precious one, with all the tears that flew from my eyes. I am so thankful Allah give me life and a healthy body and mind this year. I am so thankful Allah gives me a chance to correct every mistake I made, to Improve what I've been craving for, I am so thankful Allah gives me chance to do good deeds in a year a head.
I am so thankful Allab gives me chance to search the meanjng my own life, I am so thankful Allah give me a chance to live it.
Last year felt like fruits. It has many flavours. But still whatever It was we enjoyed every part of it and learn from it.
2019 gives me the reason to live up my 2020 year.
2019 also gives me the reason to reflect and act it out.
I wish 2020 will be a better year in term of self management and soul management. We can achieve anything in this world and be still feel dry because It has no soul in it. Soul is as important as body so I am going to treat it like it should be.
May Allah bless us with so many things this year as well.
that has been me, Rena Ukhraenah
Serang, 01 January 2020 10.38 am.
Dengan nama Allah yang maha pengasih maha penyayang.
If I can conclude 2019 in 2 words it will be 'Time flies'.
and I definitely can.
in 2019, Time flies so fast.
is this a sign? Yes It's always a sign. Qiyamah is approaching, the world will meet Its ending.
I currently write this while listening to Japanese Denim by Daniel Caesar. that song has the E (Explicit content?) thingy on the title. and I will not talking about that here of course. except. Allah, forgive me for listening to musics too much songs last year. and this will be my resolution for this year (YES IT's 2020 everyone!) to listen to more good things and good deeds, and less musics and songs.
I read last year post and waw I've grown up a little bit I guess ☺️ and You must be wondering on why I write this in english. I don't know I just want to. and My hand reacts just like that.
is this post for more resolutions? I guess not. I mean yes but not entirely about it. We will talk about more thing happened last year. We will recall our memories and write it down here so the memories will last longer.
I like photography but I's not confident enough to show my face and since it is forbidden to show it (in my religion. I don't want to get that 'ain sickness everyone and It's Aurat I don't wanna show it), I just can go with the flow. so there won't be any photo here. well, I saved some good photos actually but I will keep it to myself instead 😁
Books
I love books.
and I planned to read 20 books this year, I forget if I achieve it or not, let me count. Grit, Kartini, The subtle art of not giving a f*ck, Man's search for meaning, Loving a wounded soul, Ikigai, that traveller book, that tree book, And countless fantasy story.
ah I have not read enough. I forgot the title of some books I've read but still the amount is still not a lot. but. from these books, I gained something. I interested in Self-Improvement Book AND Psychology. so everyone My birthday is on 9th of August, if you want to give something please just give me more books! I will appreciate it a lot (well I am kidding but also not kidding).
I learn a lot from Man's search for meaning. The book is written by Dr. Victor E Frankl. It is well written and god If in last january I fell in love with the city, Surabaya. Last Desember I fell in love with a Book. is that even possible. From this book alone I can picture that Dr Frankl is a wise man, like how I wish I meet him in person! to be frankly honest, I want to be a wise person. That is maybe why I adore Dr Frankl a lot. Dr Frankl has been through so much that is why he became such a wise man. and from the book I learnt a bit about Logotheraphy. Guess I am going to learn more about it.
Japanese
I love learning about Japanese Language.
I took two tests last year. one for JLPT N5 (Japanese Language Proficiecy Test) Level 5 in July, and JPLT N4 in Desember. JLPT has 5 levels and it begins from the lowest level which is N5 to the highest level, N1. I planned to take N3 this year in Desember (whether I passed the N4 or not, If I don't pass N4 I will try another JLPT N4 in July this year and go with the plan to take N3 in Desember).
Timeline
Well It basically the same with last year, the different is I went to more places and met more amazing people and experienced more things. well I guess Ut makes different?
Start from January
I was all over the place that month, I am grateful.
I went to Surabaya to join a Portfolio Workshop in early January. and yes January will always. note. will always be a busy and a stress month for me because 1. It's Finals test 2. I should write report book. but January also means one had done job that semester and ready for the next one.
in the end of the month I went to Yogyakarta to leanr in an amazing place called Bumi Langit (the FOODS ARE SO GOOD there), I went to Wonosobo and Semarang after.
Wonosobo is a gifted/blessed place, Is what I can conclude from that journey. Yogyakarta? is always been special for every hearts.
everything went by a flash. until I decided to make a Open trip with my students ( I will post about it because the story is a bit long). It was the start of my busy and stressful months a head.
in May, It happened to be a really fun and nerve wrecking month because of backpacker and I was a part of it. We went to Kuala Lumpur and Manila. yes Manila. that time, Earthquake reached Philippines and some part of the capital city just in time with our backpacker time. can you imagine the panick parents had? my coworker is sick in Kuala Lumpur and could not Join us for the rest of backpacker time, It was an unfortunate accident to be honest but guess Allah has better plan, for me, for my coworker and for my students. I was alone to guard 17 kids. I'm glad they are good people. and there was another coworker to join us in Manila. Well, It was a good experience. I'm glad I was part of it.
Yes another Bandung story in May.
I'm so in love with Salman ITB. If possible I want to go there every Ramadhan. I can not even write why I am so in love. you can go there and try sleep over for at least one night to feel it yourself!
October came just like that.
that month is hella hectic If I could say.
earlier that month We went to Ciheras - Lentera Bumi Nusantara (have you heard this?) and learn so many things, yes I am easily in love with the place and this one. LBN is such a calming place for you busy soul. If you can please visit this place, you won't regret.
I joined a workshop to be a councelor. 4 days worth of study. My head was about to explode. It was such a full 4 days. I am loving the subject I learn and the tasks after 😂 (not really, But I am glad I finished it in time).
in the of the month finally. I went to my to go list. Japan.
Do you ever know how I really want to go to Japan? It has been my dream since Allah knows when. and when I finally able to go there, It felt so light. It overwhelmed with joy? I was overwhelmed really. It was one of the highlight of last year. It's not only because I really wanna go there but also because of the hardwork we out for almost ten months. there were so many things happened, so many lesson learned, this experience make us braver to challenge the next one. It feels like we've levelled up? I guess we are 😁
November went really just like that.
I stressed about the self management because the past months has been really hectic. and December made it worst wuth so many task should be done at that time.
for sometimes, I got no weekends. In sunday I teach. for sometimes I struggled. I barely had time for my own self. st some point I felt so worked out. I've been running endlessly last year. there is time I stopped and reflected on what I've been doing. but It's not enough. I exhausted in the 3 quarter of the year. It stressed me. really. But I guess because of the pray given by my parents, because of the strength given by Allah I am so thankful I didn't get sick.
I've been living alone for almost 9 years and still It doesn't enough. with all the tasks given to you. It feels like your body is not your body anymore.
Last year has been really good to me, with all the good and bad things I got, with all the hardship I've been through, with all the worn out body, with all the laugh I share with my precious one, with all the tears that flew from my eyes. I am so thankful Allah give me life and a healthy body and mind this year. I am so thankful Allah gives me a chance to correct every mistake I made, to Improve what I've been craving for, I am so thankful Allah gives me chance to do good deeds in a year a head.
I am so thankful Allab gives me chance to search the meanjng my own life, I am so thankful Allah give me a chance to live it.
Last year felt like fruits. It has many flavours. But still whatever It was we enjoyed every part of it and learn from it.
2019 gives me the reason to live up my 2020 year.
2019 also gives me the reason to reflect and act it out.
I wish 2020 will be a better year in term of self management and soul management. We can achieve anything in this world and be still feel dry because It has no soul in it. Soul is as important as body so I am going to treat it like it should be.
May Allah bless us with so many things this year as well.
that has been me, Rena Ukhraenah
Serang, 01 January 2020 10.38 am.
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